Right now I believe I'm feeling quite fine.  The skies are blue yet seem to have clouds gathering a storm of sorts.  The raw power of the sky releasing its water and the thundering roar behind lightning strikes makes for dangerous beauty that is unparalleled.  My mind feels clearer than it has in a long time and my heart is filled with much love, which warms me from the inside out, even the coldest of nights.  I'm feeling very happy and very at peace due to the fact that I am loving and am loved, and also I am realizing myself for what I am.  My wings are spreading wider than that of an eagle and life seems so much brighter.  I feel like I'm becoming more of a man as I see things, experience, feel, understand, plan, and live.  This is a wonderful feeling for me because I know that I can be there for the one that I love and live life to its fullest extent.  Seeing the sky as it is and being in wonder of its magnificence is wonderful to me.  Like how the sun shines, I feel like my self is shining through creating something good, like how the rain falls, it has a deep beauty and I realize that not everything is perfect but for Abby and I things shall be wonderfully spectacular.  The way clouds gather may block the wonderful blue skies but that doesn't mean beauty is not present.
  In my heart and mind I feel refreshed and my love for my best friend has only gotten stronger.  I wait in anicipation until the next time I can see her.  With her I feel whole, and I love seeing her beautiful features.  Such as her cool green eyes, reflecting beauty in every manner; her hair, soft and soothing like the waves of an ocean.  Her face is more lovely any angels' and all of her is much more than heavenly.  Being with her is heaven and more than ever I wish to dance with her, us loving best, hand in hand, hand around waist, close to eachother living and being in utter bliss from the love of the other.  How I wish to be with her now...  Soon.
  So life at the moment is a wonderful thing and life is more lively than ever before.  With love, friendship, and a life full of wonder yet to come, "just life at the moment" would not be good enough to describe what it truly is. Life is beautiful, just like my angel, Abby.